Coffeeholic's Hour

When looking back in anger, there is nothing worth so much of your energy to be angry over things that were seemingly the trigger of your wrath whereas it's completely nothing in the eyes of the third parties, and they might even think it's you who magnify a trivia and escalate it to an issue. So why ruin an establishing reputation when the subject is in the aim of bringing you down? Appropriate rant might be a good start.

Today is the day to ponder again, why on earth the people lay so much love on me even knowing the fact that I'm lousy? Some people call it popularity. Some call it personal charm. But really, you think this is effortless? Doesn't it bring you to a quest that what on earth had happened and brought me to some deep thoughts? Personal injury happened when I was doing stock-take in warehouse. Haslin was the one terrified with my dripping tears when my forehead accidentally hit the RO ramp so hard and it forced the tears out. I couldn't bother the bleeding shit until I had my work done, all the abang-abang managed to dig out some dettols, iodins, cotton buds from their pathetic first-aid and stopped the wound from bleeding then shooed me back to the main office, with one patch of funny bud on my forehead. Met Eija at the basement and she kept asking me to pack my stuff and go to clinic, which I refused because the freaking stock cards were saviour to my kak darling. Once I reache...

I wore a skirt to office. Technically, it was a low-cut cocktail dress but I put on a top and ta-daa it became a new outfit (Nobody thought it was a dress until I told them and they were amazed). The point was I only wore black trousers to work since commencement. So the purple skirt made a big hoo-ha in the office and eventually the spotlight hit on me, which I thought they were really overreacted. First, the PA and customer service department could not stop teasing me. Then, the HR. Business team came next. Even the Marketing department. Lastly, MD. HR Manager and MD walked out the room. She tried to be funny with me and pointed to boss that I wore extraordinary outfit to work, "You see Shuying wears a skirt to work. Her legs so long leh." Best part of all, his eyes were sparkled in the midst of texting via BB. "Come come, let me see. Wah so pretty. CJ you should wear like that to work next time. I wouldn't sign any attire claims if it isn't skirt or dress....

Little heartwarming yet hilarious incident that happened yesterday. By seeing my senior was having a painful see-saw moment in bidding one of the stocks from my superior, he called her into his room and less than two seconds, she was ready to step out his doorstep and then he called again, so she did ballet turn to turn back him. She already stepped out his room and he called, she went in again, with some multiple ballet turns that really amused me. Laughing hysterically, I was moving my head and body forward to the desk to hide my big horse-laugh when both of them finally stepped out together, which were currently standing by my side, in serious mood, and were ready to talk over that negotiation. All of a sudden, my superior was shocked, gasped, and nervously asked, "What happened to her?! SHE BANGED HER HEAD ON THE DESK!" Couldn't hold my laughter anymore and I raised my head looking at him. Senior was really amused by looking at him, as he seemed seriously concerned. I...

I literally slept for 27 hours and my dad thought I was dead. He kept nudging me to at least expect some weak response from me. Thanks to all the boozing days, parties and workloads. They are so damn sensational but I know I gotta bid farewell to some people in real soon. Perhaps I have already got used to this idea of people come and leave. So I shall start thinking of transferring. Malaysia is such a comfort zone to live in. I concur. When is AirAsia going to fly Germany? Better make it before next Oktoberfest.

Needs a haircut, long bob or just add some volume on current length. Get more heels, thongs, and some flats... basically it's just all about shoes. New lingerie. That makes me really happy. Join fitness club. But I only want to run on treadmill after working. So I am still looking for the best deal in town. Get some weekend booze. Morning jog before going to work. Exercise helps reduce stress, now you know how stressful my work can be. Healthy meals intake. Saving up for year-end holiday. Preferably an island trip. Should lure my cousins along! Learn to love my job. To love myself more. Less than 5, ten more laps for running and pay for all the October booze (NO WAY!). More than 5, nice dinner as reward. Fulamak I'm so frigging determined can!