That's all you need

After experiencing one of the most confusing months in work life, I feel like losing the ability to hold casual conversations, to laugh, and to get close to the people I know I love. Exhausted and refused to get up from bed every single day. At one point I reckoned this as one of the symptoms to get into depression. They said entrepreneurs work like that but I am not them. Why should I work so hard? Passion is drained off, brain is not functioning well, fear for phone vibration, face is stern like a burnt cookies, and who am I fighting for right now? Don't you think it's just not right? 

Well, then, I stay aloof for a while to have some inner conversation with the little self within. Hey, times are hard and life is short. Stay strong is the only thing to hold yourself together. Get some rest. And then, we go on and live again. I have heard some bad news from people around me and the last word coming from their families is, yes, life is short. I wish I could live longer to see this world in different lenses. They said, don't get too overwhelmed with all the stress throw onto you. All you need is, rest.

That's all I need.